-isms book 2: unity

Title: Unity not division minibook

Author: Telle wild rose 

Date: december 1, 2025 

price: free download 

Link: download 

summary: mini book about  overcoming division and uniting together despite differences.

Gender, race class and other -isms series book 1: His chosen vineyard

Author: Telle Wild Rose 

Date: 11/26/25 

price: free 

publisher: R.I.S.E.  with yahweh ministires

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Summary: about the struggles of minority life and coming together as one people to overcome adversity.

Mental martyr grit and grace book 8

 Title: Mental martyr (metal illness poems) 

Author: Telle Wild Rose

date: 11.22.25 

price: free download

link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/19cpz4epDcb-LryBleYWb3GwoSP2QWdhR/view?usp=drive_link

summary: exploring the depths of mental illness and the God that never leaves or forsakes us!

WHen we were young new series: exploration of childhood book one

 title: when we were young

author: Telle wild rose

publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries 

price: free download: 

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Summary: an exploration or reflection on childhood from the memories of one that has grown up and offers introspection and observation of family systems. 

Grit and grace book 6: the secret place, not of this world, no place like home

 

Date published: 11/12/25

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

Author: Telle Wild Rose 

Price: FREE download 

Link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1L1R7YJiMTX2N06BdVL9-nN32_qaNAXhF/view?usp=drive_link

Summary: 

We are citizen of heaven, not of this world. If you feel you don't belong, this is for you. If you dreamed of a different place, there's a reason why.

You call yourself a christian..poem

 

 

You call yourself a Christian...
Telle wild rose ©️🌹 2025

You call yourself a Christian...but,
You're excluded from among all the others,
An empty thought
And no one bothers to look over their shoulders.

You call yourself a Christian...and yet,
Darkness reigns over your actions,
A depressed mind is a losing battle ground, aren't you tired yet?
You cut to feel, to bleed, and to gauge their reactions.

You call yourself a Christian....and still,
No one cares for you, you're without the sheepfold.
The good shepherd always has to chase after you still.
Nowhere to go, but always on the move, unable to fit the mold.

You call yourself a Christian,
You fail every test,
You repent more than you praise, weep more than you rejoice within,
On His blood is what carries you through the rest.

You call yourself a Christian...look in the mirror
You can never be what they need,
The answer is obvious, it couldn't be clearer.
Yet foolishly you cling to the faith of a mustard seed.

You call yourself a Christian....Satan calls you sinner
Heaven knows your name,
To God you'll always be a winner,
The devil can keep his shame, the name of the game.

John 15:18–19
Psalm 27:10
Ephesians 6:12
Psalm 34:18
Isaiah 53:5
1 Samuel 16:7
2 Corinthians 12:9
Romans 3:23–24
Psalm 23:1–3
Luke 15:4–7
Revelation 12:10–11
Matthew 17:20
1 Samuel 16:7
Isaiah 43:1
Romans 8:1

Encouragement: the only defeated Christian life is the one where you stop trying. Keep going, Gods grace is sufficient to carry you. You're not in competition with anyone, everyone must bear their own cross whatever that is, and follow the Shepherd.

Brighter days book 3, Loving me a discovery of self poetry collection

 Date: 11/1/25

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

Title: loving me, a discovery of self

Author: Telle Wild Rose

Price: FREE 

Link:https://drive.google.com/file/d/1UhkN3ZaekuKYnPYdaMr61PJ00UKxQnIk/view?usp=drive_link

Summary: a lighter take on a self discovery journey, less pain and more focus on the HEALER and transformation. loving me, a discovery of self is a short exploration of what it means to self care and self love in order to pour from a full and overflowing cup. allowe God ot pour into YOU so you can do likewise. i pray this book blesses many.

Brighter days series: book 2: Brighter days, Light

Publish date: 10/30/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

location: wichita, ks 

Price: FREE 

Link: 

 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1QKqgbJ0rrh9WpEExo1NUNAoj_Yk0iqDz/view?usp=drive_link

a more lighthearted feel but no less impactful, Brighter days: light, challenges to those called to answer in yes and amen to what God has created them to do. traveling through the lens of reflections of the order of creation, telle wild rose, invites you to walk into your purpose and God given gifts to bring glory to His name and healing to many. shine your light bright and bring others to Him, be ye fishers of men and souls, rather than fish anymore. and having done all, stand, be still and rest in the finished work. 

New collection: Brighter days series: introducing Book one: the broken place, in the potters hands

Publish date: 10/30/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

location: wichita, ks 

Price: FREE 

Link: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1QERLpzDovRe8hbmcTMJ46Q46BgmYthuX/view?usp=drivesdk

its not in the mending that God does His best work, but the breaking. He doesnt use those who have not been THROUGH. its in the crushing, the refinement that His greatest works are revealed. in the broken place: in the potters hands, telle wild rose, explores a journey of discovery, from old sinful flesh, to being called by God and finally answering the call and thereby many are healed. Dont be afraid to tell your story, for you never know who is listening. Speak Lord, send even me, for Your servant is ready and willing!

Grit n grace book 5: The dark space: redemption poetry collection

Publish date: 10/30/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

location: wichita, ks 

Price: FREE 

https://drive.google.com/file/d/18DDv_kRRVQgDCC9jEWfbyE0itd0fdG7F/view?usp=drive_link

in this haunting new collection of poems, telle wild rose takes a even grittier take on what it means to struggle with mental health, wrestle with sin, and still able to turn to the light of Christ in the midst of it all!

Devine romance series: completed

 

Now introducing the complete collection book of the Devine Romance series, is now complete. below is link to about thebook and its direct download posts: 

Book 1 the ache the longing and the God that meets her there: https://risewithyahweh.blogspot.com/2025/07/the-husband-files-by-telle-wild-rose.html

Book 2 the spouses response to his bride: Rise with yahweh: Devine romance series: His side of forever (second book after husband files) 

Book 3 after they say i do, first argument, child rearing and aging: https://risewithyahweh.blogspot.com/2025/10/after-ever-after-book-3-of-devine.html

Book 4, for those in wating season explored through the 5 stages of grief: Rise with yahweh: Singleness Chronicles; devine romance series: book 4

Book 5, when marriage isn't the promise but God is: Rise with yahweh: The bride He chose: book 5 and final installment of the DEVINE ROMANCE series

Other works written by Telle Wild Rose: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1PsbMxHCQiUXpF4y-9V0h3qc2IyiEJO2b?usp=drive_link

After the ever after: book 3 of devine romance series

Title: After the ever after

Author: Telle Wild Rose 

Release date: 10/24/25 

Price: FREE

Downloud link: DOWNLOAD

After the Ever After: Book 3 – Devine Romance is a heartfelt poetic exploration of love through every season of marriage — from the early sparks to the golden years of lifelong devotion. Written in a dual-voice style, the collection allows both husband and wife to speak their hearts, revealing the emotional and spiritual depth of a covenant love grounded in faith.

 After the Ever After: Book 3 – Devine Romance beautifully captures the essence of a Christ-centered marriage — one that endures through conflict, evolves through seasons, and blossoms into eternal companionship. It is a poetic devotion to lifelong love, reminding readers that even after the “ever after,” the real romance continues — sanctified, steady, and forever renewed.

Relapse: a poem by telle wild rose

Relapse

I relapsed

bled the red till my heart collapsed

dropped to the ground like a woman possessed,

as for how the story ends, well you know the rest..

Romans 7:19–20

Psalm 38:4

1 John 1:9 

Lamentations 3:22–23

The bride He chose: book 5 and final installment of the DEVINE ROMANCE series

 

Date published: 10/22/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh minstries 

Price: FREE

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Join me on a journey of longing, the ache, Devine intimacy,and intimate calling. 

The Bride He CHose, explores the ups and downs we women all face in wrestling with God. sometimes earthly marriage isnt the promise, but God is the promise.

The POV switches from us the birde to our bridegroom, that is the Christ Jesus. 

if you're looking for hope and encouragemnent and just to know someone has been where you've been, then please check out The bride He chose. 

 by Telle Wild Rose. 

Singleness Chronicles; devine romance series: book 4

 

Date published: 10/22/25

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

Price: FREE

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Told from the perspective of the 5 stages of grief. for those in their waiting season, we've all been there ladies, you've waited, you've prayed, you've bargained and begged and pleaded, but it seems there is no answer. The singleness Chronicles invites God into the pain and explores a realistic going through the motions of waiting and trusting God in His perfect timing. 

seeking the Lord and delighting ourselves in Him and He shall give us the desires of our hearts according to His will. and we can trust, that whatever He has in store for us, is better than we can imagine, and good for us, even if it doesnt look how we imagined at the first, let God surprise you with His good gift. amen. 

Devine romance series: His side of forever (second book after husband files)

 

Publish date: 10/22/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries 

Price: FREE 

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the other side of the covenant, His side of forever explores marriage through the eyes of the husband.  second installment of the 'devine romance series'. 

i pray this book blesses you as much as it did me writing it!

- Telle Wild Rose

Grit, Guts, Grace and Grind: free poetry book (large collection of poems) (grit grace book 4)

 

Publish date: 10/22/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries 

Price: FREE 

Link: Download 

🌹 Grit, Guts, Grace & Grind — A Journey Through Pain, Purpose, and Praise

By Telle Wild Rose

Grit, Guts, Grace & Grind is more than a poetry collection — it’s a testimony in verse. Through raw honesty, faith, and the unflinching courage to face darkness head-on, Telle Wild Rose invites readers into her deeply personal walk from brokenness to redemption.

Each poem is paired with scripture and reflections that anchor the reader back to truth, offering a lifeline of hope to those wrestling with depression, trauma, mental illness, and faith. From pieces like  “No One Loves Me” to the triumphant closing works like “Free Falling” and “To Whom My Heart Beats,” every poem tells a part of the story of a woman rebuilding her soul with God’s help — one word at a time.

This collection doesn’t shy away from hard topics: self-harm, abuse, rejection, suicidal thoughts, and spiritual warfare are all brought into the light with honesty and compassion. Yet the message woven through every page is clear — grace still wins.

By the end, the poet’s voice rises from lament to praise, echoing a recurring truth:

“There’s beauty in the breakdown, because the Potter still shapes the clay.”

Grit, Guts, Grace & Grind stands as both an artistic expression and a devotional journey — a healing resource for those who’ve ever asked God, “Where were You?” and found Him answering in the quiet places of pain.

If you’ve ever wrestled with your faith in the dark, this collection will remind you that light always finds a way through.

- Telle Wild Rose

War poems for spiritual warefare poetry book (grit grace book 3)

 In this collection of poems, we stand in the gap, we enter into battle for ourselves and others! War poems is not just poems about spiritual warefare, but a prophetic declaration of victory in Christ Jesus. 

Publish date: 10/21/25 

Publisher: R.I.S.E. with yahweh ministries

location: wichita, ks 

Price: FREE 

Download the free book here: Download

Grit and grace series work: nobody loves me (loveless part 2)

No one loves me, oh this ache,

They just care how I perform for them, 

Demand my presence for the shows sake,

But they never truly choose me over him or the selves of them.

Why does no one want me? 

What wrong have I committed, but deeply feel, 

The mask is all they want to see,

No one saved me, and theyre choosing him still

Smile in my face,

Yet im the punchline,

The fool of the cruel jokes they make in their secret place, 

I swear they do this all the time, im nobodies dime. 

Should I stay or should i go?

Searching for a home that feels so far away,

Family isnt family just because blood says so,

Heaven knows my name, no matter what they say. 

My soul cries out 

My heart knows the truth,

Actions speak louder than words said in a shout,

Ive been, being abandoned since my youth. 

I see the joy, the pictures, the love shown to my enemy,

While my line stays silent, no ring,

Im left behind feeling empty ,

Oh death how great is your sting! 

Over and again, same game,

Same thoughtlessness

Im left with only shame,

I know im nothing, and everything that is less. 

What is it to be wanted vs chosen over?

What is it to be chosen over discarded?

Should have kept my cover,

Opening my mouth and spilling the secret started all this. 

A rift too wide to mend,

I try to be the bigger person and get burned,

Over the line, shes around the bend,

No one comes to my aid, my affections never returned. 

Sorrow of mind, blind lead the blind,

Sadness of heart, broken dreams,

Heaviness of spirit, I know the kind,

The all consuming type, weariness is beyond bone deep, the bleeding is as it seems. 

Oh this ache, 

Heartbreak and honeyed lies, 

I thought I was dreaming but this whole time, I've been awake,

Silence the shatter and muffle the cries. 

Of the never ending ache.. 

Scripture Reflections:

"No one loves me, oh this ache..."

Jeremiah 31:3

“I have loved you with an everlasting love;

therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you.”

 "They just care how I perform..."

 1 Samuel 16:7

“The Lord does not look at the things people look at.

People look at the outward appearance,

but the Lord looks at the heart.”

 "Why does no one want me?"

Psalm 27:10

“Though my father and mother forsake me,

the Lord will receive me.”

 "Smile in my face, yet I'm the punchline..."

 Isaiah 53:3

“He was despised and rejected by mankind,

a man of suffering, and familiar with pain.”

Hebrews 4:15

“For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses...”

"Searching for a home that feels far away..."

John 14:2-3

“In my Father’s house are many rooms... I am going there to prepare a place for you.”

"My soul cries out…”

Psalm 34:17-18

“The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;

he delivers them from all their troubles.

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted

and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

"Im left behind feeling empty..."

Psalm 147:3

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”

"What is it to be wanted vs chosen?"

Ephesians 1:4-5

“He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world...

In love He predestined us for adoption...”

 "I try to be the bigger person and get burned..."

Romans 12:19

“Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath…”

"Sorrow of mind... weariness beyond bone-deep..."

Matthew 11:28-30

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest... for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.”

"I thought I was dreaming, but I’ve been awake..."

Psalm 126:5-6

“Those who sow in tears

will reap with songs of joy.

Those who go out weeping,

carrying seed to sow,

will return with songs of joy,

carrying sheaves with them.”

Encouragement: God is always present in the ache, the midnight tears, he neither slumber nor sleeps but always working out a way for you. Cry out to Him. He hears you.

Tell Somebody: survivor story

 

My name is shauntell rohner, i go by telle wild rose in my writing (poet), i am a survivor of both childhood sexual abuse and incest. 

it started at age 3, by an older male cousin. i dont recall exactly how it started but i  know he approached me under the guise of it being ''a game'' that only me and him couldl play. he did everythign imaginable too terrible to repeat, and he would go on to abuse me till i was age 14. it only ended because i finally spoke up and told someone about the ongoing abuse i was going through. 

unfortunately the justice system turned me away and i never recieved legal justice for what was done to this day. 

at age 11 i also started self harming to dealw ith the pain of the abuse, as the saying goes, secrets make you sick, and indded it did, because at 14 i was diagnosed with (c)PTSD, major depression, anxiety. and fast forward to older ages at 20 diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. then later once agin, depressive psychosis where i would hear and see things others could not. ive been in and out of inpatient, er visits for self-harm, struggled with being suicidal and been in therapy off  n on since age 14.

being abused wrecked hovac on my psyche, my mental health was turned to ashes. but something profound happened also at age 25. i met the living God. Jesus Christ, came into my heart and began to heal those broken places. im 32 now and i can honestly say he's given and still giving me beauty for ashes. im not at the finish line  yet, but im striving to get there day by day. i may not have gotten the type of justice i wanted but i know my Redeemer lives, and He remembers and has not forgotten and is a Just God. i leave it all in His hands. Hallelujah.

i live my life now being a voice in the wilderness for those that do not have their own through the creative outlet of poetry. 

please, DONT wait, tell somebody, it will bring healing to you and many others that need to hear your story. 

#tellsomebody #survivor